2 Years

March 15th, 2013 -- Posted in Journal | No Comments »

I haven’t written in two years.  So much has happened. My husband and I are no longer together. It wasn’t an easy decision to come to, but it was the best one. I have been focusing on making sure that we would raise Ronnie in two happy homes. We have succeeded.

Ronnie visits his dads on weekends a few miles up the road.  The two of them are best buddies and he enjoys having quality time with each of us.

Both of our dogs died. It was devastating. I still can’t talk too much about without crying even though it has been over a year.  Spike went first over a long drawn our illness and our Buffy followed him shortly after on Thanksgiving 2011.  I called Mark for both pups to make sure we were all there as a family.  I brought them back to my house and they are in the back yard. Then a third sadness. Jackie’s Molly passed away and she brought her here to be with Spike and Buffy forever.

I have felt such a disconnect without them.  I am so thankful for all of the years that I had with them.

I will be writing more now. I am also going to update Ronnie’s site and have him start updating it as well. We start our travels in a couple of weeks and I want to make sure that we both take the time to write down our memories.

Life goes on and things more forward and we are finding joy everywhere we can.