What Happened?

I stopped keeping track of my life and was letting it happen.  So much happened.

Some of it, most of it for the better and some of it not so good. I haven’t been in a place to talk about it very much.

I fight every day to keep positive and I try to do the things that used to make me happy but they still remind me of too many sad moments that I can’t think about right now.

This last year was intense and I will write about it soon enough, but for now I am still working it out in my head trying to make sense of it. I think I am not supposed to. I need accept it for what it was and just continue forward.

There are days I want to disappear and just be someone else, but I don’t have that I must do it feeling yet. It is just a little tug.

January 27 2011 05:19 pm | Journal

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